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Frozen Ocean
03:25
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put my time in turning into something bad
had in my soul now my bowl’s cashed
blank ship coal-whipped burning like a burnt tip
hashed plans come to waste like the waste I am
I fold machines don’t ask
just shake me up and throw me back
I crush like gold arms on a frozen ocean
and colder than my heart
I don’t know which world is coming into sight
cause there’s nothing gonna make me right
cut my soul nice took another look inside
right past the heart on the dark side
crushed up mine like pieces of my veins were twine
my mind’s only right in the life I knew
the only thing I do is find a hole to fall into now
cause I crush like gold arms on a frozen ocean
and colder than my heart
I don’t know which world is coming into sight
cause there’s nothing gonna make me right
now I feel it
can’t help it
cause I’m just barely here
set my life on fire
now I’m running so high and empty
yeah it’s the cost of being me
I’m gonna bleach my soul to find me
before my heart floats out to sea
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2. |
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I got myself drowned holy in water
I got my old demons leading me to slaughter
ain’t no begin like an end that won’t cut straight
I never knows what I wants until it’s too late
and you are better off without the pain inside your head
that’s right yeah
you are better off without the pain inside your head
go ahead and do what you gotta do to stop it
I got my heart and I got my ways to lock it
when you got no home doesn’t matter where you ride to
it’s nobody’s right to decide what goes inside you
so get the sun before the rain falls
cuz you are better off without the pain inside your head
that’s right yeah
you are better off without the pain inside your head
what don’t kill you dead
can still make you wish you were
yeah
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3. |
stand on your own
02:45
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this little hole
is where I’ll make my home
cuz I don’t need the crowd
it only brings me down
I’m not the same as the rest of you
how your culture says to be
who wants to flock with the masses?
a carbon copied community
so come on and stand on your own
don’t speak if you won’t lead yeah
stand on your own
hold on to no one yeah
I got my heart awake
and I got my third eye on
no time to live in a system
rigged against you from the start
so come on and stand on your own
don’t speak if you won’t lead yeah
come on and stand all on your own
burn like a candle in the dark
someone should light this world on fire
so come on and stand on your own
don’t speak if you won’t lead yeah
stand on your own
hold on to no one yeah
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4. |
Fill your heart
03:55
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I find myself inside myself
I lost my soul and grew my head
You couldn’t have loved me better
I couldn’t have hurt you more if I had tried
and the crime is I tried
So go fill your heart now
there’s a reason we never worked it out
so just go fill your heart up
now we know that our love was not enough
you fall down and break your spirit
like a thought you can’t disprove
just to get it all straight in your head
if it keeps you from the dark
light up what you got
keep it coming
and at this point I don’t care who
I do what I want to
or nothing if that’s what I choose
it’s not enough to feel alone
you only miss it when it’s gone
you couldn’t have loved me better
I couldn’t have been more cold if I were dead
cause I’m dead now inside
So go fill your heart now
there’s a reason we never worked it out
so just go fill your heart up
now we know that our love was not enough
what if I’d never said hello
now there’d be no goodbye
living in the hole where I escaped
when our lives are washed away
the lone remain will be what we made
but go fill your heart now
there’s a reason we never worked it out
so just go fill your heart up
now we know that our love was not enough
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5. |
Nothing left
03:32
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the end will come
the end will always come
yeah the end will always come for me
the times erased that I still remember
are still erasing me
got nothing left to do
got nothing left to lose
got nothing left of you
looking out the back from where I fought to
I watch it fade away
when you’re the one with the sun
there’s no shadow to pay
just a free bag of rays
that keeps you burned to the bone
got nothing left to do
got nothing left to lose
got nothing left of you
and now I’m in this hell
and I built myself a home
it’s the price I pay
for mistakes of yesterday
and I know
I got nothing right
when I left it all behind
it’s the first and last time
of my life
got nothing left to do
got nothing left to lose
got nothing left of you
comatose with bullet holes
dead and frozen
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6. |
Colde
04:10
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lost my way in the clouds we made
I’m bringing myself back down
can’t get high with my apple eyes
I’ll lead a low life for now
and now I closed my heart on the open road
I don’t know why I can’t get back
and then I fell apart on the old way home
I don’t know what I really had
cause now I’m so cold
and nothing’s gonna feel that warm
and now I’m so cold
cause nothing’s ever been so good
I cut new teeth on the old disease
the enemy’s in my heart
your sound’s alive but your sight’s deceased
I’m tearing myself apart
and now I closed my heart on the open road
I don’t know where I lost myself
and then I fell apart on the old way home
I don’t know who I really am
cause now I’m so cold
and nothing’s gonna feel that warm
and now I’m so cold
cause nothing’s ever been so good
I had a good thing under my paw
it rang out of the ocean like a siren song
and though hungry I tried to be the starving one
all the frost in my soul erupted out
cause now I’m so cold
and nothing’s gonna feel that warm again
and now I’m so cold
cause nothing’s ever been so good like that
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7. |
BrokeN
04:01
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pin me up
skin me cold and red
I’m flesh and bones
and that’s just in my head
I’m underwater
I drown today
so gimme oxygen
before I self-erase
now break me real good
gimme something make me do what I should
take me down because I wanna be broken
yeah said I wanna be broken yeah
smiling eyelids are feeding my silence
I don’t know myself
But I’m gonna keep it burning
You know I deserve it
The fire in my head
I’m dead if my life stays
on this plain
now break me real good
gimme something make me do what I should
take me down because I wanna be broken
yeah said I wanna be broken yeah
now my life’s combustible
I need help to explode
someone to break and hold my soul
it’s all I know
so break me real good
gimme something make me do what I should
take me down because I wanna be broken
yeah said I wanna be broken yeah
break me real good
gimme something make me do what I should
take me down because I wanna be broken
yeah said I wanna be broken yeah
I can’t go all alone
I need some breath to breathe
in me
but hell if I know anymore
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8. |
Antofagasta
04:19
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I don’t need my head
cause I don’t do what it says
and yeah it’s in my blood
but my blood ain’t thick at all
so cut up my soul and slice it raw unthawed
unscrew the shackles from my dead-ended love
culling through faith like water
bleeding out boiling true
ripping your face to offer
nothing they offered you
and I could see it now
if I could see at all
I would blink it out
and so here’s my heart
I can burn what I want
and it fills me up
don’t be dead just be wrong
so shoot up my swollen apple arms unarmed
I never could handle when I get what I want
culling through faith like water
bleeding out boiling true
ripping your face to offer
nothing they offered you
and I could live again
if I could live a day
but I would die the same
now I cease to know which
eroded path I’ll flow
don’t leave me all alone
ghosts let out from capture
and claws brought in to home
steady my lifeless soul
culling through faith like water
bleeding out boiling true
ripping your face to offer
nothing they offered you
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9. |
Wraith
04:06
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burn my love
spit it out and give me sunshine
I need more than any person could afford
my heart is a black hole
love me til it’s over
go just crack me til I shatter
like it matters
burn me to the roots now
somehow
nothing ever comes out
on the other side
someday
someday when we’re free
there’ll be no pain there
there’ll be nothing
and I shall cry no more
cuz my eyes won’t see
love me til it’s over
told ya nothing here to save yeah
I’m a wasteland
burn me to the roots now
somehow
nothing ever finds me
in my iron shell
Now I
now I fall asleep
the end is coming
it calls for me
it calls for me
I don’t even know why I feel so high
kick me to the ground I might empathize
love me til you find this person inside
just try
don’t let them in
might just feel
something real
but you can
love me til it’s over
go just crack me til I shatter
like it matters
burn me to the roots now
somehow
nothing ever comes out
on the other side
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10. |
Cuantas Veces
03:06
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cuantas veces soy el mismo
cuantas veces voy a cambiar
cuantas veces sé la razón
cuantas veces voy a preguntar
prepárate para lo que viene
ahora no se tiene que venir
cuantos meses se recuerda
cuantos años vives sin vivir
voy a ser muchas cosas
lo que quiero es todo lo que
voy a ser muchas cosas
lo que quiero es
todo lo que existe
pero si existo puedes tenerme
cuantas veces no sé nada
cuantas veces yo creo captar
cuantas veces voy a caerme
cuantas veces me obligo a bajar
voy a ser muchas cosas
lo que quiero es todo lo que
voy a ser muchas cosas
lo que quiero es
todo lo que existe
pero si existo puedes tenerme
y al final estaré contigo la primera vez
tal vez
soy lo mismo que las lunas en tu corazón
son llenas de amor
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11. |
Breed (Nirvana cover)
02:24
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12. |
Light Won't Last
03:02
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13. |
Fate can't take it
03:07
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14. |
Kratom
03:03
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I can’t break me out
so I’ll burn this down
there’s no love to spare
my heart is bare yeah
I break to hold to lose the faith
that keeps the pain away
the only fault that wasn’t mine
is on the other side of a
hundred excuses I
never used but I should’ve tried
if you hold on I’ll be there before you know
so goodbye to my life
now I know
it was never really mine
your kratom filled my eyes
so huddle with me if you can
I shiver like a ghost
in time
your name may change not your mind
and I’ll rewind
but I’d do it again
and I don’t even care when it ends
yeah we rise and we fall
but I don’t need the sun in my hands
it was enough to enjoy what I had
when I was hearing the world’s most beautiful sound
until I fell back down
I was in love
when I filled with love
my head blew up yeah
but in time
we’ll be on the other side
and we’ll work this time
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15. |
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when did we talk about it
when did I first know
now that I live without it
it’s harder than before
the jewel in my coffer is a hole through my heart
to you I could offer only stones in my art
a three-week psychosis is my killer to this day
everything that I thought it was more than I could ever say
but don’t take me in
I’m gonna bite you like you still remember well
what you’re scared about is what I’ll do if you give in
to this
so keep your ground and keep me out
baby beware
wake up and smile that you don’t have to see me there
it’s not what I wanted but it’s safer to be scared
the joy in my life was just too wholesome for me
destroy what you love and it will not set you free
don’t take me in
I’m gonna burn you like you still know I did
what you’re scared about is what I’ll do if you give in
to this
I’m gonna do it all again
so baby please beware
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Mayaenova Austin, Texas
Jam-packed with juicy 60s drum samples, spicy 70s-style bass licks, and caustic Bernie-cratic lyrics decrying the rampant income and wealth inequality ever since, DONOR REPUBLIC is a 20-song ode to freedom from corporatism, crony capitalism, and the corrupt political system in which we live. ... more
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